Cause I seriously need some.

For some reason, unbeknownst to me, I get incredibly angry as of recently. I don't know why. Granted I calm down but when it's something stupid, it just gets me riled up. So that's the first problem.

Second.

You guys ever have a feeling, but you don't want to tell that one person because you think they'll look at you different? Feelings you want to share with someone, but are afraid? i sorta have that upon other thoughts and feelings that I'm actually afraid to show, because I always end up getting the short end of the stick, constantly.
I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want anyone to change what they think of me, and I don't want to loose friends. I want to hold back telling someone this, but I fear that if I do, it may be too late. But if I do it now, it'll be all for none. because of where I'm at.
I'm sick of being left behind, I'm sick of getting thrown to the side like some used toy. I always get used, I always get thrown to the side for something someone feels is better for them.
Maybe I open myself up for that failure, but I don't understand how, when i care so much. The only conclusion I have come too, is to wait. When i get home, i can tell this person how I feel, and what's up. And hopefully they can accept it, or just shadow me out. Like everyone else that I've told before them. I don't know, maybe the stress is getting to me..